Why are we all waiting for that one BIG moment to happen when everything that we have ever wanted just happens to fall into place? Why can't we just open our eyes to all these little blessings that are happening all around us every second of every day? God is constantly throwing things your way to show that He is listening and that you are blessed. Life throws this perception at you that one day you are going to wake up and life is going to be exactly what you have always wanted. But that is not true, whatsoever. You get where you are by working hard and not giving up. Take a look around you, you are surrounded by the most beautiful things. The most beautiful people. We all get caught up in this crazy whirlwind that everything we have ever wanted is just going to show up at our doorstep. It's not. You have to figure out what it is you want and work hard. Don't ever stop giving it your all. Life is hard, really hard. But you can do it. Believe in yourself and count all your blessing.
Then, life will fall into place.